16.3.09

a very precious life

I am feeling happy and glad that I have finally found someone... single life for years, searching for the one was ended when i found Alan. he is such a nice person, he is fun and loving... nevertheless... he is crazy! but i learn a lot from him even thou we have only knew each other for 2 months 16 days... although it's only such a short period of time, what we have been thru so far - sweet and sour stories... sorrow heart and tears were ended... these tremendous experienced bringing us closer and our relationship to another level.
It's so hard for me to express my feeling in words right now... once, the greatest thing he ever said to me was the 'I LOVE U'... i remember it was at Finnegans Mid Valley on 4th March, 2009 (Wed) after watching the Watchmen premier which i thought was sucks! these 3 words were the most powerful words that work very well in us. i was speechless when i heard that, but my heart was powdering the same feeling as him..
As day goes by... and our relationship is growing, and we are planning towards our future. Yes, today, he told me this in his car: dear, i love u so much, i think we are match, no matter how people thinks we are not, i still love you, and i do want and plan to marry you... dear, i am serious... WOW... no one has ever said this to me, it's only heard it when you truly found someone special, someone you want to walk your rest of life together...
i realized that... love is essential... it can be found everywhere and from family and friends... but it's hard to find someone just like Alan...